Book Review – My Now and Forever by HJ Bellus




Whose parents abandon them in a trashy trailer when they are five years old? Oh Yeah! Mine do!

Hey Hoochies! I’m Milly, and I am tired of taking kicks to the gut. A broken family, an asshole husband and the loss of loved ones have left me crying Uncle, and declaring a serious case of the Fuck-Its! 

I had my heart broken, stomped on and shattered before I ever started on my journey to find my little piece of happiness. With a bucket list, a ’66 Ford and wild dreams, I set out on an adventure that changed my life forever. Follow me on my journey that resurrected my inner badass.

I found my soul sista from another mista, and opened my dream shop along the way. Just when I gave up on finding true love, a pirate and a princess swept me off my ever lovin’ feet and filled my world with sprinkles, mac n’ cheese and the courage to live again. They forced my fragile heart to trust and love without fear. 

Truth is, nobody’s past stays hidden forever. It’s an invisible monster waiting to attack and destroy. It has the capability to ruin everything you’ve worked to set right. All it takes is one final blow to the gut to end everything.

Stephannie’s 5 Star Review

Amelia or Milly Monroe was a girl who couldn’t find love even from the people who are suppose to love her. Milly’s parents abandoned her and she was found and raised by her Poppy. Poor Milly having no womanly guidance thought she found her Prince Charming in Mr. Aaron Montgomery but what she found was a bastard (her words not mine). But stayed with him because of her great  relationship with his mother, Francis May Crazy pants ( as Milly called her). She was a mother/ best friend to Milly and she loved her so much that she put up with the bastard just so she was a part of Francis’s life. When Francis died everything changed.. 
Milly set out on the road as a self-proclaimed badass in a Ford truck with a bucket list looking for a piece of happiness. She travels to Montana to set up her dream shop and work on crossing things off her bucket list. She becomes friends with Lacey who works at the local salon. When she least expects it she finds the loves of her life ( a pirate and a princess) that she wants her now and forever to be with. But the past comes back to mess things up when she least expects it and could ruin her now and forever? 
I really loved this book. It was a beautiful story of a girl who was born without unconditional love or any love at all so she seeks it out in the wrong place with Aaron. Then she gave up on true love and focused on opening her dream shop and crossing things off her bucket list. Then she finds her now and forever but will it be torn away from her ? 
This book will make you laugh, cry and root for Milly. I just love her! I really loved the characters in this book because each are so different and so lovable. This book has some hot sex scenes with some hot guys. I read it in 4 hours because I had to know what happened next. It’s a great read! I can’t wait to read Book 2 My Today (My Way Series) which is Lacey’s story.